Last Night


I have yet to understand
The thoughts that rest inside your head

Ive missed this feeling
So long has it been vacant from me
A sense of urgency swells up
And makes my whole body sore
I want to be surrounded by your presence
Cause this ailing boy is in need of a cure

Last night I longed for something more
Last night I kept my hands by my side

Last night
I watched you drift away helplessly
Without
Even knowing if you would return
This morning
I called for you to see if you would respond to me
I was feeling like an old pair of shoes
Worn out, hollow, and tearing at the seams

Take it slow
Isnt that what you want?
Or am I wasting my time
I dont know
The difference in the words
That you contrast they all run into one color
My minds not that abstract
Please tell me dear
The meaning behind this piece that you are painting
How should I react to the implied lines
Right around the spot where your heart should go

Last night I watched you drift
Last night I watched helplessly
Without even knowing if you would return to me
This morning I called for you to see if you would respond to me
But Im beginning to feel like this was all for nothing

Last night I longed for something more
Last night